Made Month 1 My Bitch! Lol

Yay!!! I did it!!! I have completed the first month of Insanity and am well into the recovery week. It was hard but totally worth it!!! It was a total of 24 days, (actually 28 but you don't work out on Sundays.) I did it every day, through sickness and stress, no excuses. I have lost a total of 20.1 lbs putting me at 229.1lbs. I wish I had taken my body measurements before hand cause I can't really see a difference yet except in my face and calves. I dunno, maybe you will see when i post the 1st months comparison pictures.

The week I'm in is a recovery week. I guess it's supposed to cool you down but also make you a little soft so when you start the second month, you shock your body back into burn mode, or so they lead you to believe. It's just as hard, there are just more breaks. As for month 2, I'm kinda worried about that. The first week I was so sore, I don't want to go through that again.

I'm nervous and excited!!! I think I could lose up to 30-40lbs by the time I finish month 2. That would be flippin' amazeballs!!! I started out having to lose 99lbs and if I keep up with insanity and my diet, I could hit my goal in 5 more months. I know I'm getting ahead of myself and maybe being a little unrealistic but I'm really happy with what I am doing and it's been a long time since I've been proud of myself. I'm doing something positive in my life for myself after enduring a hard stretch of time.

I'm sure that there are some who would love to see me fail and some who are tired of my IG posts and blogs but I couldn't give two shits. I know people like that are either jealous, miserable, drama-seekers, or just can't stand to see anyone happy and I don't have a problem with it. I feel sorry for them and wish them the best. I don't need the drama and no one is going to bring me down anymore. I've lost quite a few friends on IG and from my BB days and I'm happy for the true ones i have left. And to have so many wonderful women rooting me on, you are not only helping me improve my outside. You're making a huge difference on my inside, so thank you!

Ok, enough of this mushy sheeeeit! Onwards and upwards, my friends! I really can't believe how well I'm doing. My yoga pants don't fit anymore and I've already had to buy smaller bras. It feels good and I'm doing it!!! I've been slacking on my blog lately so I promise to post a couple new photos for comparison from Day 1 till now this weekend. I've gotta go and do my workout in a few so I'm gonna eat and relax a bit. Until next time...