I'm not neglecting you. I swear!!!

Haven't been on in a few days cause its been a tad hectic here. My eldest started school again on Wednesday of last week and then on Thursday his coach cussed at him so i've been emailing the assistant principle and only received one response saying he'll look into it. My son also brought home a nasty cold from school that my little one and i caught instantaneously. Its horrible. Its like attack of the allergies but with dizziness and nausea. Totally sucks ass!!! I did not expect the school germs to be making us sick after the first 3 days of school. Also been trying to get Cpt. Dickhead to bring me his income papers that I need for the divorce. He pesters and bugs me for the divorce, even though I was the one who left him and asked/have been asking for the divorce since the July before last, but when child support or court fees come into the picture, he's nowhere to be found. (I shouldn't expect much from him. He hasn't done shit for me for 7 years so I don't know why I'm surprised.) Along with that, I've been shopping and running errands like mad so I have barely had a moment to myself. So now that I do, here's a brief update...

Anyways, yesterday was the 20th day of Insanity. I have lost 14 lbs so far. I'm really proud of myself. Some people thought I would give up after the first day. To you I say go suck a bag of dicks!!! To the lovely people supporting the shit outta me, I love you and it means the world to me to have such awesome people encouraging and inspiring me to become a better, healthier person!

Tonight I had a big meal, which I shouldn't have but it's because my son wasn't cooperating with me during homework time so we ended up eating very late and I was really hungry. I don't think it's a big setback but I sure don't want to make it a habit. Figured I'd tell you guys because I don't want you all to think I'm tight assed, goody two shoes, who never screws up. I ate healthy food, just a little more than I should have at a time that I shouldn't have.

In other news, my knees are getting better. They don't hurt anymore while working out or after. I've still had to go a little easy yesterday and today cause I'm sick but as soon as I'm over this crap, I'll be working out full throttle again. I have to admit though, I'm dreading the upcoming 2nd month of the program. I thought the shit I am doing was hard already but apparently month 2 is twice as bad. I'm ready for it, I think... Just scared.

So that's my scatterbrained update for now. I think I'm gonna crawl into a hot bath. I can't seem to bring my body temperature up and i'm freezing my culo off! I hate being sick!!! Maybe I can sweat some more of this crap out tomorrow when I workout. Laters...